Life is a gift of god....

I don't know what I am going to write today. yes I am writing my blog after a very long  time. I was not is a good mental condition to write my blog. I can feel always god is  with me. but I am not meaning about the god what you believe I believe a good universal power what is leading ahead all of us. I was very negative with my life a yea ago but now realize that every thing will happen in your life in right time. just like you never could expect the cold weather in summer time. we all here in the world for do some work and have to prove every body that you are not worth less. every body have a special value. I know god send me to the world for some purpose every one here for some special purpose. we all have to find out the purpose why I am here what work is entitled for me. have to know yourself who you are really. still I am finding myself that what is the purpose of my life and who I am.

in January I left my job of school yes I am missing the job but although I was feeling that there was nothing to me to give them more. and there was no purpose for me to be continue my job. The atmosphere was not comfortable for me now. Soon I am going to step in my new way of life. the new world of my life. I know everything will be good for me and for others too. I never want to make sad any body any way but some time I hurt people but that was not my intention and please forgive me to whom I hurt. we think our next day or moment will go with a certain way but always could not match with our thinking and expectation. So if your expectation is not match you should have to be happy what you have or if you are not happy with that situation you should move on.  just think about yourself once some one  person used to most valuable for you but day by day without your knowledge he /she is going way fro you slowly and  one day when  you realize that you lost the person  your life forever then  you started feeling again how much was he/she valuable  for your life but it was too late. so my opinion is that you always should take care of that matter with great responsibility if you lose your loved one from your life you never could get back the same love from the person later. if you have some misunderstanding with your loved one try to be solve with mutual understanding and try to be honest always with your loved one. what love you got in your life it is a gift of the god. you should respect that.

we never should treat a person as per their wealth, colour or sexuality. We all made as per our won way like a red flower is red flower a white flower is white. Both have a different entity and different value and different unique existence. and they are beautiful as it is they are. yes I was not a good man but trying to be a good man and day by day I am feeling change in my life all is the bless of god and I am learning more and more everyday with my life. as long as we live we learn everyday with every incidence of life. and I learn from my life that never lose hope one day will come for to you and that day will be your day. but you have to identify that day of your life and you have to work hard to get success in your life success never come with only bless you must have to work hard and then the bless will work. try to respect others and then you will get respect return 100 times more. in my life I meet with different type of person and god was always with me and his bless was always with me and will be. yes I got my love of life and I am very happy with that. but no one have any right to question what I should do means what dictions I should take with my life this is only mine. I know my parent will not be happy with my next steps of my life but I have to live my life my way which way I am happy and I will be happy. I never want to be dishonest with them with my life I never want to say them life. ok bye for now today will write more soon when possible.